You used to be the one that loved me more.

Now I’m the one wishing you would still love me.

I often have dreams about being at your house. I wish you would talk to me again

i think i might wake up dead tomorrow 

how do you move on if the boy you’re in love with doesn’t want to be with you?

i’m not sad because tomorrow’s valentines day and i’m single

i’m sad that i can’t spend tomorrow with the boy i’m in love with

i had the same valentine in 2010 and 2011

i wish he could be mine this year :’(

i’m so stupid

i’m so stupid 

i’m so stupid

i’m so stupid

i’m so stupid

i’m so stupid

I couldn’t see myself with anyone else 

i really hate my life 

i miss the one thing that made my life perfect :’(

my heart breaks every single night

talking to you lights up my world

80’s rock ballads make me so fucking depressed

they all remind me of you …..

i wish i could stop punishing myself

can i just go into a dream of a dream of a dream?

or am i already in one?

i’ll just kill myself and if dying isn’t worth it, then i’ll just come back to life